THE SCARY CONVENTIONALITY

Oh no , I see
A Spider Web is tangled up with me
And I lost my head ,
Thought of All Stupid things I said
--------------- Coldplay - Trouble

Lately the turn of events have again made me think about this. In the due course of events in my life at various junctures I have always thought about it.
& felling always has been consistent , it scares the Big Jesus out of me.
THE CONVENTIONALITY OF LIFE.
Ways decided for us to lead a life , with money to flaunt , things to buy , people to love us and the emotional quotient along with myriad of social and other obligations.
A valid argument can be maybe its the best way to live and prosper. Maybe ?

Seeing my brother getting ready to start a married life ( my wishes for him n her ) , I wondered that can I be ever in a state of bliss he is in ? Or is it just what they want to think they are experiencing ?
My aunt said that if you do not do these conventional things you end up a bitter individual and fail to come to terms with it. You are sad and lonely and so on...

Does not convince me at all , I think rules have never helped me , I see one wanna break one. Like a Pariah I have always been , at times just for kicks !!

I hope my life helps me explore possibilities where I can stare at the past and look forward towards the future and proudly say to myself that I fought the scary shit called Conventionality and did it fair n square.

Hopes , Aspirations , Goals , Dreams , Places to Go n download in your memory , People to Meet and forget , Help some prosper and in the same course feel prosperous on occasions, Bring some smile on faces , Be just fair n Good and have a good laugh once a while..

Enough is that...
God Speed.

VIVA LA VIDA.